I was at my dad‘s house in my room and I could see the blue bed bedding i really loved from that bang on the door franchise and I was seeing it from a video from YouTube from the account, my cousin stole I gave him the password and he changed and put his name but he still has my videos. In the video theres me my cousin (Which called me yesterday because it was her birthday party and asked me if I was going and I was not and I felt really bad for that) and my friend dancing jumping on the bed and singing. We were wearing horse riding clothes. And I was like my ass looks so small. I want my ass back (but in reality, my ass didn’t look so small back in the day I was not chubby, but I was not skinny as my other friend in the video) I was desperately trying to save the picture so I could look at it and remember that I wanted my old body back (as if looking at a picture is enough to bring it back). and then I found myself in the house with my mom and she wanted something i think (Which is funny because she just called me when i was sleeping )and I dreamed that after she called me I can’t remember what but she was screaming Was supposed to go to something or take someone restaurant in a little village and the village seem to be in Italy or something really
Dreams often reflect our subconscious thoughts, feelings, and experiences, incorporating elements from our daily lives. Here are some key themes and potential interpretations from your dream:
Nostalgia and Body Image: The blue bedding you loved, your past experiences, and comparing your body now to how it was before suggest you may be feeling nostalgic. You seem to be grappling with self-image issues, particularly regarding your body. Dreaming about wanting to return to a previous version of yourself highlights a desire for self-acceptance and a longing for a time when you felt more confident or happier with your appearance.
Social Connections and Guilt: Your cousin calling you for her birthday party indicates social connections, but your feelings of guilt for not attending suggest that you're wrestling with your obligations to loved ones and perhaps your own feelings of inadequacy in these relationships. The dream could be prompting you to evaluate how you prioritize your relationships and obligations.
Digital Identity and Loss: The aspect of your cousin changing the password and maintaining your videos might represent feelings of betrayal or loss of control over something personal. This can connect to a broader theme of how social media and digital identities affect our self-perception and relationships.
Family Dynamics: Your interactions with your mom in the dream symbolize familial ties and responsibilities. The chaotic aspect of her wanting something and possibly raising her voice could reflect underlying tensions or concerns in your waking relationship. It might represent an ongoing concern or anxiety regarding family expectations.
Escapism and Adventure: The dream's setting in a picturesque village, especially one resembling Italy, could suggest a desire for adventure or escape from your current situation. It might symbolize a longing for a slower pace of life or a more fulfilling experience compared to your everyday reality.
Overall, your dream seems to encompass themes of nostalgia, self-image, family dynamics, and social obligations. Reflecting on these aspects in your waking life might help you gain further insight into what your mind is processing. It might be worth considering how you can address any feelings of guilt, self-image issues, and your connections with family and friends.